WHO DO I BELIEVE?
The world of recovery is a very confusing world. Well heck the world itself is a confusing place. Let's say you're still "new" in recovery and you're trying to figure out what to do to help yourself get what you want. You don't know what or who to believe. I don't care who or what you are - you will always have people who love something and support it and others who attack it strongly. You don't know who to believe. I know exactly how you feel because I was the same way. What made it even harder for me is the fact the outside world didn't even acknowledge most of what I was living was real - let alone did I have a clue what might help me or not help me. Why? Because I never saw anyone leave where I was. In the early 1980's I was involved in a lot of things. I was involved in the sex industry at a level way beyond the stereotypical image of a street prostitute with a street pimp. I was literally watching women being sold and then lo