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Showing posts with label Oliver Stone. Show all posts

Saturday, May 13, 2017

NEAL FALLS WAS MURDERED

This whole story was a complete fabrication about "Heather" and how Neal died.

I operate the hotline at www.sexworkersanonymous.com When I got a call telling me the "real" story, I had an obligation to take this information to the police. Strange they didn't want to hear any "additional" information on a case where someone was shot dead.

As more and more calls came into the hotline giving me information this whole thing was being fabricated, (which by the way substantiates why these people have been trying to stamp out our hotline to control the flow of information they don't want to get out), I started looking into it more myself.

Don't believe me at all. Go look at the facts yourself. The whole thing doesn't add up. When I spoke to other police officers underneath the "men in charge" they admitted there was not only not one single shred of physical evidence tying Neal Falls to any of these murders, but that the "tools" in his car had been unused, and had not one molecule of evidence on them tying them to one single case of a hooker murdered.

There was not one single "souvenir" from any victim in his car or belongings. Please tell me one serial killer throughout history who has no history of violence, abusing animals, starting fires, and where other prostitutes spoke out such as the Craigslist Killer even.

All there is is everyone's "word". Including that "Heather" is even a hooker. Only where is she now? Our hotline started getting calls to that effect and now it's like she's completely evaporated. When I got calls from people who knew the "real Heather" concerned something bad had happened to her, I went to see she was alive and well only to find myself being threatened repeatedly with violence and worse I documented.

Only real life hookers don't "evaporate". I'm sorry but they are very easy to find in the real world. That's why so many moms have come to me over the years to get help finding their daughters the police, FBI and CIA don't want them to find.

I had gone to the police with REAL evidence into Jessie Foster's case about a man who was terrorizing prostitutes in Vegas I was having to help escape the country to get away from him. I was literally threatened by an FBI agent if I didn't "drop this and back off".

When I wouldn't shut up about Peter Todd this story breaks with all the related media hoopla trying to shout loud enough that Neal Fall killed her and the others to make people think the killer was found and case shut - how convenient to blame a man who was a loner the police knew was a loner because of his past traffic tickets. Didn't we see the same exact thing done to blame Oswald? I mean are these guys really still using the same handbook from the 1960's?

Those traffic tickets painted the image of a loser who no one would defend or miss easily blamed. Just as they targeted Oswald because they knew his mother wouldn't defend him, nor would anyone else.

Only I care when REAL HOOKER KILLERS ARE STILL WALKING AROUND. I've not only never seen a killer act like this - there's not ONE SHRED OF EVIDENCE against Neal. Something a REAL reporter by the way would notice. Not something done by people like Mary Emily O'Hara who wouldn't print the truth on a dare. Nope she's a great writer to bring in when you want to create a "fake hero" in your "fake news" by the way like this story is https://www.dailydot.com/irl/serial-killer-attack-killed-virginia/

Oh so a "cold story" comes into town filmed by the same channels I've caught filming four other "fake reality" shows and they supposedly "proved" Neal did this? Only note not one of these "investigators" talked to me here in ground zero of Vegas about the evidence or witnesses we have, nor did they talk to private investigator on Jessie's case who knew who killed her but who was also threatened by the police. Who Metro smeared BOTH him and I to Glendene, Jessie's mom, when we BOTH tried to tell her the truth about her daughter's death. Only she didn't want to hear it because then she's have to deal with her fund raising addiction and her Munchausen's' that's getting it's kick by crying to the media every chance she gets while pleading for more money and sympathy.

I had first tried to talk to Glendene about Jessie's case as did the PI and Metro bought her off with a few TV appearances and fund raisers so a crying mother of one of us on TV means nothing. My mom would have sold me out for a couple of bucks and some air time to have everyone give her some attention too over my dead body also so no surprise there. So would the moms of every members of Sex Workers Anonymous that's called us for 30 years. Again, if we had "great model" moms who gave one shit about us most wouldn't have wound up out there in the first place - so let's listen to them about us. Yeah right.

THIS whole story is a beautiful example of what "fake news" is. Not what the media is claiming it is to try and censor Google searches. Who make sure the top stories on this are that it's real, while ones questioning it are buried. And when they can't stop people from listening to people like me because we actually make sense - let's brand them "fake news" and bury them on Google on page 20.

But we already know that Google is involved with these people also. It's why I use www.startpage.com now for my searches when I want the truth. No I'm not an affiliate or owner or anything - I just value finding the truth on my subjects when I'm doing research.

PS - go to twitter and type in a search for "Mary Emily O"Hara". Seems she's disappeared off social media - interesting thing for a reporter to do - and this hash tag was by her name. https://twitter.com/iscintech Strange.

Of course not surprised their twitter feed is following Stanford nor bashing Trump. What a surprise.

Thursday, February 9, 2017

THIS IS AN ORGANIZED EFFORT TO "DIVIDE AND CONQUER" THE SEX INDUSTRY


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X7am_sRIVhs&t=1s&oref=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.youtube.com%2F&has_verified=1

After watching what happened to Dr. Sharon Mitchell, it was the final nail in the casket for me.  If you were to sit down and make a list of people who those in the sex industry looked up to as someone they trusted to lead them, trusted had their best interests at heart, and trusted them as to things like what petitions to sign or what to vote for - I have watched as everyone on that list, including myself, have been systematically targeted.

But I've been trying to figure out why.  I did some homework on what happened to Sharon after this, and it appeared she briefly had announced she was going to reopen in connection with Harmony Dust at the "I Am Treasure".  Only that church outreach had been focusing on strip club outreach where women were being taken to homes ran by Mercy Ministries.   Mercy Ministries got exposed as targeting these women to use them in baby mills.  So bold were they that they actually would call the homes on their websites "safe houses for trafficking victims" while having adoption applications right on the same sites!

Then poof!  Nothing.  I can't find a trace of Sharon or AIM anywhere.  People in the porn industry have been disbursed.  Just as the African American community has been disbursed since the riots.  I did a google search on all of the local charities right now in the south central part of Los Angeles - Watts, Compton, etc.  What I found was over and over again there were Catholic Charities being run by white people.  I couldn't even find a major church in those areas being run for the community by the community.  Even volunteers were being shipped in from the valley - without them generating volunteers within the local community.

Why?  Disbursement.  Divide and conquer.  A few months ago I could see the problem right now in the industry is all the glue has been removed.  We need to start banding together again.  So I looked up Phyllisha Anne and Amanda who are working on organizing a union right now that ties together all of the sex industry.  I found smear after smear and attack on them in the social media for the industry.

Now I warned Phyllisha when I met her that once word hit that her and I were talking together about working on bringing the community together as a whole that she was bound to be getting some "friend" making a phone call putting a bug in her ear that she needed to stay away from me for some reason.  I warned her about this in November.

I explained that's how they've been preventing people from creating new bonds to replace the ones that are being destroyed by these people.  I had seen the same thing happen when these same people took over control of both Alcoholics Anonymous and Narcotics Anonymous.  They got rid of the old guard and then when the ones left over started to regroup - they would step in and break down those ties from connecting also.  Always with some back door phone call from some "friend" issuing some "warning" about why they needed to "stay away from so and so".

But it appears they've already begun.  I've been getting text messages from someone who appears to have Phyllisha's phone number.   It's very easy to spoof text messages by the way.  Here's one site of many for example which allow you to do this very thing - https://www.spoofmytextmessage.com/

I've been getting text messages that tell me "Amanda" is a separate person from "Phyllisha".  Next thing I know she's sending me an email claiming I'm "not paying attention" and pissed off that I don't know these are not two separate people.  What a great way to get people fighting with each other!

Here's another one of their tactics to "divide and conquer".  Some of you who follow this blog know I had posted something about John Meekins in the past.  Something I misunderstood about him.  He reached out to me and we talked and I realized I had been misunderstanding something.  So I deleted the blog post and printed a retraction.

He and I started talking.  John was working as a guard at a prison where a lot of the women there were prostitutes.  He told me they were getting ready to unblock the phones to allow inmates to be able to call Polaris.  I had said what a great idea and could we also get them to unblock our hotline number also seeing as I actually run a program which will help these women do re-entry once released whereas Polaris just refers them to call programs like mine?

I thought we were building a great alliance.  John even told me of a publisher who ships a lot of books to the inmates who I could donate some bookmarks with contact information on them for www.sexworkersanonymous.com  So we had started building an alliance.

Only I stopped hearing from John for a while.  Then I went online one night and he was lashing out at me pissed as all hell.  I finally managed to get him calmed down and ask him why he was so angry at me.  He then tells me how he got fired because of me.  I was like "how?" clearly because I had no idea what he was talking about.

He then tells me he was pulled into an office of the Florida Inspector General's office who told him I had called them up and accused him of trying to pimp women out of the facility.  Further he says they played him a phone call that was supposedly me calling them to make such an accusation and showed him emails I'd sent them supposedly of our conversation on Facebook.

Only I never made that call and I never sent anyone copies of any Facebook conversation.  Oh course John thinks I'm lying to cover my own ass so I demanded to know the name of the person who pulled him into this back room and made such an accusation.  He told me the woman's name was Cynthia Paddock.

So I wrote to this office about the fact they did this to John and blamed me and demanded to know who this "Cynthia Paddock" is.  Let me show you an email I just got back from them about this:


What do I make out of this?  Is it possible to disguise my voice and make a recording that someone can say is me?  It's so easy it's scary especially since I know multiple people myself who sound just like me on the phone.  For one my daughter.  People have talked to her on the phone and they've gotten angry at me because they think it's really me they're talking to.  It's not.  My daughter sounds identical to me on the phone.

But she's not unique.  We have two other members of SWA who sound identical to me on the phone.  One of them is Karen.  I have her answer the hotline a lot for me when I'm sick because people think she's me because she sounds identical to me.  I don't have an accent.  I was put in speech therapy as a kid to get rid of a southern accent I had.  So actually my voice is pretty generic.  The only thing that's really unique about my voice is my laugh.  But my voice can be easily duplicated with modern technology and using people easy enough to find.

Now what do I make out of that?  Is John lying?  No he's pretty upset so I believe him that he got fired and I was blamed for his firing.  I think that's the point.  Send John off into the trafficking arena claiming I "was the one who got him fired".  Great way to "divide and conquer" isn't it?

This was exactly what I was talking to Bill Margold about before he died.  He was one of the few people left who seemed to be able to get two or three different factions talking to each other.  Bill had agreed with me that everything was all disconnected now in the industry and we needed to find a way to rebuild the sense of "community" that the industry once had that was OUTSIDE of within the corporate culture.  Sure the people at Vivid bond together as a "family".  But where is the bonds OUTSIDE of that office?  Where does the industry bond together from say Playboy or Hustler and Vivid?  The AVN?  That's another whole corporation and machine that's not the industry.  It's the OWNERS of the industry - not the WORKERS.

If you watch this film with Sharon Mitchell you can see what I mean.  She was a point of reference that bonded the industry together outside of one corporation/production company, as well as outside of the AVN corporate structure also.  Sharon was able to shut down the whole industry with one phone call.  She caught the HIV/AIDS outbreak within a matter of DAYS.  This clinic had that kind of power.

Since AIM has shut down - we are in the middle of another HIV/AIDS epidemic that's struck the industry.  Yes Talent has got three offices where the industry can be tested but note it's THREE.  There isn't one person, nor one office, nor anything that unifies the industry through those offices and the industry sure as hell doesn't trust Michael Weinstein at the AHF.

The charges I saw coming down at these people were all bogus and manufactured - leading me to know right off the bat that I'm sure the accusation she was taking bribes was also probably manufactured.  How else did anyone know about it otherwise?  What happened after she started to regroup with this church outreach who was probably connected to her shutdown in the first place?  Am I wrong?  Look at what they did to Snowden - traitor.  Look at what they did to Assange - rapist.  Dave Elms - tried to murder a sex worker supposedly.  It's a pattern as clear as the nose on my face that when these people want you shut down - suddenly charges are manufactured against you for something.

I've made a list of the leaders and shakers in this industry and I've seen every single one of them now targeted, shut down and most of them had some kind of criminal charges manufactured against them.  It's literally so clear to me that unless I see they're coming after you then I don't believe you're of any threat to them.  The question is why?

It may not seem related but it is.  Watch the film "Concussion".  It shows how the NFL spend a lot of money to make sure the players didn't know how badly they were injured or about traumatic brain injury.  Why?  Look at how much it's costing them now to pay for that damage.  Dr. Amen's been setting up a whole clinic not only teaching these men how to help repair that brain damage, but also he's been able to get a lot of those men off opiate pain medications for those injuries.  I watched how Dr. Omahu was also attacked the same way Dr. Sharon Mitchell was.  He had to move and also you can't reach him easily because of the threats he was receiving.  I saw an online campaign organized against him to try and stop the movie from being made.  There was even a petition to try and get Will Smith not to be in this film because that would guarantee it would be made.

They did the same thing with the people who blew the whistle about the water quality in Michigan.  In a documentary I saw on this every single person who tried to alert the public to this being a health hazard was also soon discredited, smeared, even arrested.  Same as they're doing in North Dakota with those people protesting the oil pipeline there.  Amy Goodman was another one arrested just trying to report on that!  http://www.nbcnews.com/storyline/dakota-pipeline-protests

Oh and by the way - the medical association has been coming after Dr. Amen basically calling him a "quack" just like they did John Mack with his research on people saying they were abducted for research purposes.  Same as they came after Dr. Omahu trying to clam he had screwed up on some case also.  I watched this film out recently about Hemingway and how they were coming after him also.  Now it appeared he really was running guns to help Cuba but the point still remains that in the film it showed how the government was targeting him to press criminal charges to try and stop what he was doing.  Makes me wonder if he really committed suicide now to be honest.   I say that because I've seen how the ones who keep going past that point - they either wind up a "suicide" or found hung somewhere like they did Sandra Bland.

I went and did some research on if this was true by looking into Brazil where it's legal over there.  I saw the same thing - their sex worker advocates and organizers have all suddenly disappeared.  Websites are down.  Phone numbers disconnected.  I can't find a way to reach certain people.   I mean what's this all about?

When I was arrested in 1984 I remember specifically asking the cop who formed a task force to get me arrested what was so fucking important about me to do this?  I asked him why me when I'm surrounded by monsters who are beating, kidnapping, raping, and otherwise horribly abusing women in this industry - why are they coming after me when I'm creating a safe working environment, and setting up women I'm working with things like unemployment, disability, long term nursing home care if needed, paying their taxes, and even getting them credit ratings so they can buy a house or car one day.  Why come after me when I'm doing this?

I asked him "why are you coming after me when the alternative would be for me to be standing on a corner with a needle in one arm and a pimp on the other"?  He replied to me "that's just why I'm coming after you because that's where you all belong".  I didn't understand that for years and years until I started really looking at what would happen if we did become an industry like any other.  Meaning we could also file for unemployment benefits, workers compensation, disability, etc.?

What does that mean to the state in the terms of dollars?  Imagine if a porn performer or stripper could actually qualify to get disability for 52 weeks if we went through another crash like 2008?  Imagine if they get HIV/AIDS then they can qualify for vocational rehabilitation.   How much does all of that cost then the state to be shelling out?

Damn that's a lot of money.  Now there's laws against union busting.  So anyone who tries and organize a union can't be stopped or they can step in with the lawyers.  If all of this is really to try and stop a union from forming - then what would be the most effective way to stop it if you can't directly do any "union busting"?

I've watched other organizations such as PETA, NRA, the Monsanto protestors, and even the civil rights movement groups - how were they brought down?   They weren't really brought down by the direct opposition as much as the "insiders".  I read last night how a completely bogus group called the "Invaders" was set up to try and discredit Martin Luther King.  This group gave out wooden sticks to kids and stirred them up to break store windows.  Then Martin Luther King was blamed saying he was a "hypocrite" because here he was "using violence when he preaches non-violent protest".

Let's translate this into modern terms.  Could there be a completely fake group out there trying to say they're trying to organize a union for sex workers while in reality NOT doing that?

How do these guys fight?  For one thing, when they really want to fight you they won't print your name anywhere.  Take a look at the social media for me - and you won't find my name anywhere.  I saw whole sites taken down and rebuilt just to wipe out all traces of my name including the site for the show "8 Minutes".  It was taken down so all traces of my comments even were removed.  The Tits N Sass blog was taken down, my name white washed, and then put back up again with them featuring the leaders THESE people wanted them to feature.

So we know when they're really coming after you - they don't print your name.  You won't find my name anywhere in the Review Journal post-2007 except for one quote one reporter had to slip past his publisher to get printed to show I was still there.  I can't find anything like an interview with Sharon Mitchell or Dave Elms since they were both shut down.  It's like they, and I, don't exist anymore.

Meaning in a way you can tell more about someone by what's NOT being said here than by what is.

Tuesday, March 15, 2016

EL CHAPO AND THE MOVIE INDUSTRY

http://www.hollywoodreporter.com/news/kate-del-castillo-under-investigation-857144  After reading that El Chapo was arrested shortly after talking about making a movie on his life - I'm not surprised.  But I also may have a different view on things than other people do right now.  Especially since I've been working on a project documenting how the movie industry has been deliberately covering up the issue of American women being victims of sex trafficking since as far back as the 1960's from what I've been uncovering.

First of all  - John Gotti got his nickname the "Teflon Don" because law enforcement could not catch this man.  To have his business meetings, he used to pay the rent on an old woman's apartment who was always home.  Then when he wanted to hold a meeting - he would have her take a walk and enjoy a bug free environment to discuss whatever he wanted to without fear of being recorded.   There was a comedy made in 2004 about how he finally got taken down called "The Last Shot" https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Last_Shot  Only the ending wasn't so funny where Alec Baldwin's character was pitching the FBI about the benefits of funding film production in order to get mobsters to spill their guts.

I remember watching "The Mob Wives" when they first came out.  Sure enough - as filming is going along I'm hearing this one arrested, and that one arrested http://hollywoodlife.com/2012/03/26/mob-wives-renee-graziano-husband-father-arrested/  I'm not surprised.  Ever see one of these contracts?  You give these people permission to record every detail of your life.  The tapes by the way can be given to anyone - including law enforcement who now doesn't need a warrant to get the camera into your house or taping your phone calls because you just gave that permission to the producers to do the same thing.

It amazes me how people will say "I would never snitch" and then they sign contracts allowing people to tape record every detail of their lives - and then act surprised when their husband, father, etc., living in the same house gets arrested.  Rene - you took money to allow cameras into your life.  You may not call that a "snitch" but one has to wonder if those people would have been arrested without all those cameras everywhere recording everything and then going out on TV.  I mean what - because you didn't do it under threat of arrest it's not "snitching"?

I hear about a Hell's Angel reality show and voila!  http://www.eonline.com/news/376406/devil-s-ride-star-robert-johnston-arrested-for-attempted-murder-after-alleged-stabbing

This pattern isn't just known criminals either.  There's even housewives and their husbands being arrested.  http://abc7ny.com/entertainment/real-housewives-stars-teresa-and-joe-giudice-get-prison-time-in-fraud-case/333087/

Is this accidental?  Hell no.  I heard an interview with a reality show producer who said he wanted to get Whitey Bulger on camera - but he refused.  So he said he learned to go to "fringe wannabe's" and get them on camera.  He said they'll "spill the beans".  http://www.usnews.com/news/articles/2013/07/24/reality-tv-show-to-feature-gangster-accused-of-murder-in-whitey-bulger-trial  Whitey wasn't arrested by the way until AFTER the reality show featuring his underlings was produced.

I'm sorry but I was raised "old school" with respect to crime - which is you don't let anyone record you.  If you look at my news clips of my arrest here at www.hightechmadam.com you'll notice a definite lack of my photo in any of the news articles.  Why?  My attorney had enough sense to pay the reporters not to put my picture in the news that's why.  When I asked him why he did that he said very directly "because people who get their face on the news go to jail for a long long time and I want you to walk".  I walked.

Now granted, I wound up losing everything I owned.  The rub was a lot of the things I bought I had bought with "legit" money I earned from the 900 phone sex operation we set up that was the first in the country by the way according to the only switchboard company in the country who told me this.  I also had a lot given to me as gifts.  However, the police still took it.  When I told my attorney I wanted to get it back he advised me "leave it alone".  I said "why?"  He said "because you have to then prove where every penny came from that bought this stuff and that you don't want to drag into public record".  He had a point so I let it all go.

Which is why I felt bad about Kate Del Castillo being charged with money laundering over her interview with El Chapo.  http://www.hollywoodreporter.com/news/kate-del-castillo-under-investigation-857144  Why was she charged with money laundering when she's clearly innocent? (There's no way I believe she would be dumb enough to take money from him on such a high profile case - she's not that stupid.)

Simple.  Because then the police can jack her up about every penny she's made for the last five years, and if she does anything they don't want her to do - they can jack her up some more.  It's clearly about control.

Why?  Because the interview said "El Chapo" had reached out to her for one reason - he wanted to have a movie done that told the "whole truth".  Now why would that be soooo important to him he would reach out to a relatively novice actress instead of someone like Oliver Stone or Sean Penn first?

I'll tell you why.  When I was first arrested and I was being blasted all over the news as "The High Tech Madam" I had producers stampeding at me offering me contracts to make a movie.  Not a one of them however offered me CASH except one.  It was Republic Pictures.  They offered me a $5000 advance for a year's option to make a movie about my life.  I took the cash - not thinking of anything else.  Republic was a big studio and remember there was no internet nor any IMDB back then.

During that year, I was contacted by a lot of talk shows, news stations, etc., for interviews.  However, this contract said I had to clear every interview by the producers.  Each time I called them they kept saying "no".  When I asked why - they said "because anything you say in the press becomes public record and then another producer can make the film without us or you".  Sounded good.  So I turned down a  load of interviews that first year because I had signed a binding contract.

That was 1984 to 1985.  Alex Adams, the Mayflower Madam, http://articles.latimes.com/1995-07-11/local/me-22546_1_beverly-hills-madam   was also arrested in 1984 as was Sydney "The Mayflower Madam".  http://articles.latimes.com/1985-07-19/news/mn-6517_1_client-list  These madams signed movie contracts also.

Now - they both had movies made but I didn't.  Strange huh?  Didn't even mention a word about the fact Alex and I were arrested together in Beverly Hills either.  So I watched the films and what a load of baloney.  Total bullshit.  Yes they showed all the cars, money, high powered clients - but they weren't showing anything about Iran Contra, Chuck Barris using "The Dating Game" as a front for the sex trafficking of women into other countries again at an age before video cameras or the internet.  Nothing about the fact we all were approached by the CIA to sell women to wealthy drug dealers, Saudi Arabian royalty, and to seal oil deals with men who wanted "white women" to abuse in ways they'd never abuse their own kind.  Some drug dealers wanted a tiger in the yard while others wanted a white woman walking around.    What a "fuck you" to America to steal it's women for oil.

Could we do a damn thing about it?  Yeah right I'm going to call the police and say "hey they're loading women onto a diplomat's plane to go off to some wealthy sultan who likes white girls" or better yet "The Dating Game" is getting women into other countries who are disappearing.   Something by the way I was insisting to my producers I wanted shown in my film.  My movie didn't get made - but this "inphomercial" for the sex industry was with Alex and Sydney's movies.

So the year is up and it's now 1986.  They come to me with another $5000 and tell me they need "another year" to get the project going.  Telling me they couldn't come out with three madam movies in one year you know.  Made sense so I signed.   No movie made.

Third year comes.  It's now 1987 and I've been continuing to get calls about women being kidnapped, raped, murdered, and sold who have no where to turn for help because no one is believing what's happening to them.  Now I know producers and I don't understand why I've now got $10,000 and no movie is being made.  They've had me talking to writer after writer.  I've made hours and hours and hours of tapes about my life story.  But no script was made.

I picked up a book on how to write a script.  There was nothing in the book about months of interviews telling every detail of my life story.  If anything, I'm reading that's not how you write a script.  I"m also hearing about movies being made in one week - so what's taking so long with mine?  No one, and I mean no one in Hollywood is coughing up cash on a movie they're not making and then on top of that, telling me NOT to go onto TV to stir up interest in the project.

I remembered a director's name.  I had thrown up my "Black Book" but I'd seen this guy so many times I knew his phone number and name by heart.  He had worked on just about every movie in some way - director, producer, extra, writer, PA, you name it.  I called up the guy and asked him if he could ask around for me what was going on.  He said sure.

A week later he calls me.  "Yep you just signed a gag order".  I'm like "gag order?"  He says "yeah you signed a contract stating you wouldn't speak to any other press without their consent and guess what they're doing?  They're gagging you."

Then he starts laughing at me.  "Jody you do know Republic Pictures only distributes John Wayne movies now right?"  I'm like "no - why would I know that?"   He sends me down to French's which is a movie industry bookstore and has me get a book on production companies.  Seems he was right - Republic Pictures had bought up all of the John Wayne films and that was pretty much what they were airing then.  Made sense - why would they (1) have me sign this contract, and (2) have me spill out my guts about everything I've ever seen, had happen to me, who I know, etc., onto these tapes when that's not how a script is written for a film.

I hadn't spoken to Alex or Sydney so I looked them up and called.  I asked both "Why did you make a movie that showed only a fraction of the reality of our world?"  Their answer was simple and to the point "money".  I then asked "Don't you care that the movie doesn't have any semblance to the reality?  Don't you care that some other young girl is out there going to think that's what thiSos life is?"

No.

Not long after that Heidi Fleiss was arrested - another victim of Alex Adams' snitching AND her sales pitching the sex industry in all it's glory, but not all of the reality.

I then was smarter about movie contracts - but that didn't stop me from getting screwed over.  About 1994 the internet was starting to take off.  Guess what?  Making it pretty easy for me to find runaway young girls advertising they were prostituting online in those days.  In fact, I'm getting about a call a week from a mom asking me to help find her daughter.  I was having her mail me her photo (we didn't really have scanning yet then) and viola!  Usually a couple of hours of research and I"m finding their daughter.  So many moms we were helping - I got a call from a mom in Canada saying she was having trouble finding her daughter.  Only her daughter wasn't advertising online as she was with a very infamous street pimp who they suspected had murdered even a couple of prostitutes.  She was telling me the police were refusing to help her find her daughter because of how violent this pimp was reported to be.  So she's asking me for my help.  I had just had my daughter and not able to travel - so I gave her this advice.

I told her to dress up like the other hookers, and go out on the stroll and pretend to be a hooker.  I told her to give it about two weeks and that one of the women would probably tell her where her daughter was once she thought she was "one of them".   It worked and she was reunited with her daughter.  Turns out he had murdered at least three prostitutes.

So to promote our hotline, and to try and help other mothers, we go on the Sally Jesse Raphael show.  Only I was still not able to travel.  So Paige Latin, our chapter head for Canada at that time goes instead with the mother and the teen.   After stepping off the stage to tell the story - a producer comes down offering a movie contract.  We all signed the contracts under one condition and one condition only - the film had to air our hotline phone # at the end of the film.  Remember, we were just starting to have an internet in 1994.  http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0113056/

I spent six weeks working with the writer on the film.  As I'm waiting to get my plane ticket to go onto the set - I get a call from Paige asking me if I knew filming had started.  No I had not.  Nor was I told when the film would air.  I actually lucked upon it airing in 1995.  Lindsey Wagner played the mother (The Bionic Woman).

The film turned me into an African American social worker.  Not one mention of Prostitutes Anonymous in the film.  Not one.  So let me get this straight - without being paid a penny I help this woman get her daughter back from a violent murdering pimp when no one else would help her and in return I get fucked out of some publicity for the hotline that helped her so we can help other mothers?  Oh and the pimp in the film they made blond and blue-eyed.  When I asked the writer why he did that he said they "didn't want to appear racist".  He was African American so I don't know what is racist about the truth.

I've had 100 meetings with producers over the years prior to the Trafficking Act of 2000 being passed.  They all said the same thing about the sex trafficking, and the pimp story "no one wants to hear about that stuff" and "that's too dark - no one will watch something that dark" and "most people won't believe that" and just 100 excuses about why they wanted to not tell the WHOLE truth.

Which included when the drugs were brought into the country - those same planes and boats were also carrying women on them back to the country the drugs came from sometimes.   That prostitutes were a part of the drug war.  Dealers used prostitutes to mule the drugs.  Dealers used prostitutes to sell their drugs.  Dealers used prostitutes to push their drugs onto "johns" so if anything went down with the cop - she'd be the one talking the fall - not the dealers.

In other words, anywhere you have drug trafficking - you have sex trafficking or prostitution in some form.  Which is why when I saw Rick "Freeway" Ross coming forward with his story about Iran Contra - I thought "great".  I mean what a "look at the other side of the mirror" if we were to pair his story up about the drugs of Iran Contra - with my side of how madams were contacted by the dealers and talked into the escorts carrying the drugs into the Bel Air homes of producers, directors, etc.  I mean it wasn't a gang member that brought kilo's of cocaine into the Beverly Hilton Hotel - it was in escort's purses.

Here's how it works - http://sanfrancisco.cbslocal.com/2011/05/12/coco-drug-cop-linked-to-brothel-allegedly-targeted-competition/  Drugs taken from competitor drug dealers is put into police evidence.  Then it's put into a cops car marked "Evidence" so he doesn't get busted.  From there it's given to the prostitutes to sell to the johns through the massage parlors as this story illustrates.  Nothing new.

So when I heard Gary Webb had first broke the story - I thought "here's my chance to tell the story".  Only by the time I contacted him - he was found dead from two shotgun blasts to the head.  http://www.telegraph.co.uk/culture/film/11485819/kill-messenger-gary-webb-true-story.html

I then did the next best thing - I contacted Cathy Scott who had written Rick Ross' story.  Including how the government had tried to put him in jail for the rest of his life using an informant to set him up on a drug charge to silence him from telling his story.    Only she said "good luck getting someone to write this story after Gary Webb's death".  I asked what she meant by that and she brought up his supposed suicide and laughed saying "no one is going to touch that story after that".  She blocked me the day of Anne Rule's death (a mutual friend) after that.  Anne has been encouraging me to write the story myself and self-publish it.  She even said she'd read it when I was done with the draft to encourage me.   Nice lady.

I've read Rick's book and seen his move, as I have a lot of other films about the Iran Contra situation and there is a clear absence of any discussion about the connection between drugs and prostitution as well as trafficking.   It's like a table with only two legs.  I mean the legs do belong on the table - but there's still two more missing.

So needless to say I can totally "get" why El Chapo would find the "truth" being the most important thing to him in having a film made about his story.

I also know that's why Kate has the police on her  ass right now making she does doesn't.  Already we're hearing a schism here between Sean Penn's version on reality and hers.  http://www.hollywoodreporter.com/news/kate-del-castillo-el-chapo-sean-penn-874510

If you ask me Pablo Escobar was murdered by our government rather than stand trial because of what he would say about our government's involvement in his drug empire.  I also think it was horrible the way his family was penalized for what he did.  I mean how were they supposed to leave him knowing they'd be murdered the minute they left his protection during that time?  What - his son is going to get a job at a Walmart and his wife a job as a cleaning woman while the Colombian Cartel is looking for a way to bring him down?  Give me a break.  They were trapped.

I know the feeling.  You might not like where you are - but you know if you leave your dead.  Not really a choice.

I have seen book projects where the authors have said the publishers altered their works because it wasn't "politically correct" even though it was the truth.   http://time.com/3625223/lena-dunham-publisher-rape/

Which is why I worked hard to set aside the last year and this year to be working on writing my own memoirs and my own script on my experiences - not just in the underworld of illegal sex and drugs but about the trafficking movement and it's twists and turns I've been on this ride with over the years.  We at least have the internet and youtube - meaning we can at least publish it ourselves for now.

Until they take that voice away.